Would You Look at That? I'm Not Dead!

Woah. I have a blog. I'd forgotten about that.

Well, this goes out to the few human beings that might find this little blog! First off, I'd like to apologise for my less well written posts. Yeah. Sorry. Also for the overuse of the 'XD' face, I've now come to realise it's incredibly irritating.

I refuse to apologise for the post about my weird friend who was acting all emo when I was taking a social studies test. That was a good post. The Zelda one and the one about the triage nurse were good, too. Just sorry about the others.

So it seems a year has gone by while I ignored this thing. I guess I'll bring you up to speed on recent developments.

I'd like to start with telling you all (you all probably just includes myself and perhaps my parents... but you know what, I'm going to tell you anyway) about my fandoms. Yes, fandoms. Those magical communities in which overly obsessed fangirls and fanboys talk about things they love. Said fandoms include:
Doctor Who
Supernatural
Sherlock
Firefly
Merlin
DC
Marvel
John Green
James Patterson
Once Upon a Time
Monty Python (ehehehehehehehheheheheheeehehheh)

There are a few others, but you get the picture. Ultra geek.

More things that have happened this past year:

-You may have noticed my writing skills have improved. Yeah, that's because I passed 7th grade english. My teacher this year is the worst, but wow, last year's english teacher was the best teacher I've ever had. We watched Sherlock in class as part of the mystery unit.
-I got cool!


sorry I lied. Yeah, no, I'm pretty much the same. I just write better. And I might have less friends. Oops.

-The buns are still around <3

-It's currently Winter Break (yey)

I'm not going to update this blog very much, maybe this week I'll post something, but don't expect weekly or even monthly posts. I just can't find the time. A good quality posts requires a lot of effort and I'm pretty busy most of the time. I'll do my best, but I've got low standards.

So yeah, that's pretty much it. Since in previous posts I've pretty much only posted digital doodles, enjoy these legitimate paintings and drawings I've made :)

Lets start with a doodle from my planbook- I used an old ball point pen for this

Another doodle, done on a bus. If you can't read the small text, it says "I beg to differ," -Kayla Avocado

This is from my skinny Sharpie phase. Those things are damn cool.

oh
oh god I'm so sorry
I just dropped a rainbow turtle on your browser
let me clean that up

oh whoops
oooh crap another one
oh god
I'm really truly sorry

Hey, look! A sideways angel!

Giraffe for Father's Day

Sorry it got a little cut off :( I'm really quite proud of this one. We got it framed

I made a sketch before actually making a painting

This is the painting. I kinda prefer the sketch

close-up of Mr Birdy :)

Hope you enjoyed this little re-introduction of myself and my blog, come again!

-Anupama

BEWARE: EMOTIONAL

And a billion years after I actually finished writing this post...

On this fine day I had MATH STATE EXAMS >:( THEY ARE RETARDED AND HORRIBLE but surprisingly easy. Although a couple of people had this really hard question that we didn't learn about. It was about mean absolute deviation.

ANYWAYYYYYYYY

NOW BACK TO THE GOOD PART HI IT'S LEEZA

of www.scribblesandstickfigures.blogspot.com

and I went to Anupama's house and Ceci & I were eating food and ruining her kitchen and then we went outside and then

WE SAW A FREAKING DEAD BIRD AND SHE WAS LAYING ON TOP OF HER BABIES AND THE BABIES WERE FREAKING ALIVE AND ASDFGHJKL;

SADFKJKLJLSDJFLJLKSJDLK;SFJKL;FJAAAKSLDJFKLJFLKJ

in other news we took standardized tests today 

and I got this one problem that was like 

Caleb carved a wood cube and painted it different colors. He painted half of it red and the other half yellow. How much paint would he need to paint the yellow half?

and I was like 

CALEB WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU FEEL THE NEED TO CARVE A CUBE AND THEN PAINT IT DIFFERENT COLORS AND THEN ACTUALLY FIGURE OUT HOW MUCH PAINT HE NEEDED AND DECIDE TO CALCULATE IT INSTEAD OF JUST ACTUALLY PAINTING IT I MEAN HOW MUCH OF A NERD IS HE

I took the test and the whole time I was mentally coming up with these insanely stupid situations and I put all these characters together in awkward situations 

I put Caleb with this other girl named Amanda who was sewing ribbons on to her clown halloween costume and we had to come up with permutations and stuff.

So I sent them on an awkward coffee date where Amanda was wearing her clown costume and Caleb was obsessing over his cube thingy and they were ordering espressos and stuff and the waitress was this other math test character named Stacy who was calculating the volume of her model pyramid for her Egypt project and she was all like

"The Pyramids of Egypt were one of the most significant landmarks left over from the Egyptian era. Would you like sugar with that?"

and thats how I ended up having to spend extra time taking the actual test and having to erase my coffee shop date doodles in the test booklet :)

I've written the far majority of this post, so I think I should let Anupama write the rest of this. Then again, my writing is just a tad bit more interesting - is it not?

Ok ok ok ok I'll let her write.

YOU BET SHE WILL >:( HOGGIN MY BLOOOGGGGGGGGGGGGG

JK LLUV U LEEZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHGHHFGHFJDHSHGHWR

My writing is a bit more grammatically correct :) -Leeza

NO ITS NOT MY MOM IS AN ENGLISH TEACHER

SORT OF :D

NOT REALLY

BUT SHE KNOWS HER GRAMMAR

I taught my mom English. #I win -Leeza

We're listening to Macklemore XD jk not anymore. Imagine Dragons - Radioactive.

Not that it matters

anyway

THE BIRDIES

THEY"RE ALL ALONE TT^TT

We had to lift the dead mama bird off of the nest with a towel and it was so depressing I practically cried :( WOW THIS SONG IS PRETTY GOOD

Lol ok but yeah, if we had left the mama on the nest, the chicks might've gotten sick. The mama bird didn't actually have any blood or anything so I think she was sick. For now, we're supposed to wait and see if another robin comes to care for the chicks. 

OH MY GOD THERE IS ANOTHER MAMA BIRD AT THE NEST YAY NOW THE CHICKIES WONT DIEEEE IM SO HAPPY :D

on that extreeeememmmmeeeleemelllyyyyy happy note, bye!

now i have to draw all the pictures for this post.....

~Anupama

ok so guys, I wrote this post yesterday (**two days ago now), and I've got sad news...

When I got home from school today, the bird nest was gone. I sort of assumed that our neighborhood wandering cat, Pepper, ate them and tore down the nest. This was not the case.

When my mom got home, she told me that the baby birds were all dead in the nest. DEAD. D:

I think it's because the mother wasn't actually killed. She didn't have any wounds. I think she died of sickness. The babies had the sick body of their mother lying on them for hours. As a depressing result, they got sick and died before their eyes were even open TT_TT My dad disposed of the nest so that we wouldn't touch it and get sick... 

WHY NATURE WHY

THAT IS SOOOO UNCOOL. 

I WAS GOING TO WATCH THEM GROW UP.

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO KILL THEM ALL?! HORRIBLE HORRIBLE NATURE >:(

~Anupama (again)

ps YOU GUYS BETTER APPRECIATE THE EFFORT I PUT INTO THIS POST. *FOUR WHOLE PICTURES!!* THOSE THINGS ARE EXTREMELY TIME CONSUMING.

IT TOOK AN ENTIRE WEEK. WE WROTE IT ON MONDAY. TODAY IS SATURDAY.

(lol sorry leeza)

~Anupama (one last time)

Guest Post Starring: Juicy Froggy

THERE IS A JUICY FROGGY ON MY BED

:D Today my friend came over, and she's still here... We are going to call her Juicy Froggy.

Juicy Froggy is a doof. She doofed on my computer. Enjoy.

HAIII ITS LUCYYY RWRRRR I WAS JUST RECORDING MY MESSGE ON MY PHONE nd sorry for the lack of "a"s, but nupma lost her thingiemabobber
lol
i like chez snd im hungry
BAHAHAHAHAHHA
im sooo funny'
jk'
im a frog
lol
wheeeeeee

here is  story that i made

once upon a derp there was a square
he met a trignel and they fell in  A DITCH
and DIED
then they turned into zombies and had a gret big sleepover
but then a party pooper named browny mcfurguson came and pooped on their party
gosh drn it browny!!!!

p.s. browny = shnupama

**ANUPAMA**

lol yeah so she pooped on my computer. You're welcome.

HERE IS THE ACTUAL BLOGGING PART :D

So the weather was super nice today, even a little hot. Juicy and I decided to take advantage of said gorgeous weather after my MOM MADE US DO YARD WORK >:( But yeah, anyway, we went for a walk. Since we are 3-year-olds at heart, we brought chalk.
**JUICY IS 4. OR SO SHE SAYS.**
We vandalized the streets like the hardcore gangsters we are (we drew smiley faces).
On our magical walk through the forest of elves and fairies (JUICY JUST BROKE INTO SONG. SHUT UP JUICY.) we ran into a dude who we will call.... Munchkin. Since Munchkin is derf, he drew a blubberfly! :D

Ain't it just beautiful?!

EVIL CAT

Juicy saw this kitty cat hanging around and she wanted to pet the kitty cat so she terrorized it. The kitty cat was randomly walking into someone's house that wasn't hers and Juicy followed.... yeah.

Now we're sitting in my messy, dusty hole in the wall I call a room and Juicy attacked me with a bunny. EAT LOTS OF CHEESE!

~Anupama

I'm just UNIQUE :D

The weather today was so perfect. There was a gentle breeze with a temperature of 70 degrees... oh my god it was awesome!

Today I started back up in gym (because I was in health class before) and all we did was walk around the track for 15 minutes. Class was short because we had a 3 hour delay for teacher reasons. School started at 10:36 :D We basically had a 3 hour day- shorter classes! So, of course, i woke up feeling awesome because I didn't have to get up at 6 and catch the bus at 6:42. Well... usually my parents drive me but whatever.

Anyhoo, I walked home today. The weather was just soooo amazing that I ditched girlscouts because I'm a horrible girlscout anyway, and I went to Starbucks with the reTARDIS muffin and some other people. We hung out there and then the other people (I make them sound like creepy weirdos or something... DON'T WORRY GUYS, I LOVE YOU!) wanted to go to TJ Maxx to try on shoes. Now, I'm not a girly girl. I'm not the kind of person who tries on shoes. My feet are huge anyway, fancy footwear is not meant for me. I was wearing all black and blasting Of Mice and Men in my earbuds, and they were all girly looking. So I just kinda stood around and laughed at their awkwardness, trying to walk around in 5 inch heels... the reTARDIS muffin really shouldn't wear heels o.o

Sorry if I offended anyone with my crappy drawings of them XD I tried

After that we headed to CVS because reTARDIS muffin needed sunscreen for the Philippines and the others just wanted to poke around. Again, I'm standing there all awkwardly while they gawk at nail polish and lip balm. We wasted our time there for a good long while until reTARDIS muffin and I decided to head home because she needed to be back by 5:00. We live super close to each other, so we get to walk home together whenever we feel like it ;)

As you can imagine, we didn't really talk about anything productive when we were bothering the stores (a lady at TJ Maxx got made at us for "impeding the real customers" by filling up the aisles). When reTARDIS muffin and I walked home, we talked about some pretty deep stuff. Like... well, just stuff. Like is fate was real, or if we could choose our destinies... it sounded so much awesomer when we were actually talking about it. And awesomer is totally a word. Nothing you can say will change my ways.

We talk about the most philosophical stuff when we walk home, and reTARDIS muffin kept pointing out places along the way where we had certain memories. It was kinda sweet, except our memories were really stupid. Like the time she kept being a backwards jellyfish and making distressed beeping noises. She's an odd duck, that one. I'm surprised we're still friends XD

JUST KIDDING, I LOVE YOU RETARDIS MUFFIN <3

**OK, I actually wrote this post about 2 weeks ago, maybe even more, but then never got around to actually posting it. I'm sorry I've not posted in so long!!! I've got a few posts that I need to write, and I should be able to get them up on the blog this week because I'm on April break :D So just be sure to keep checking for updates! <3**



....I LOST THE GAME >:D

~Anupama

Awkward o.o

INTERWEB!

So I've done a few guest posts recently. Well, only two, but in relation to how long I've had the blog, that's a lot. Anyway, I thought I'd tell you about my weirdness.

Hah, yeah right. No, I'm going to tell you mostly about my friend's weirdness and how it awkwardly draws attention to us.

Today I had to makeup a Social Studies quiz after school because I was out sick all last week (as you all know). I didn't really feel like going home after because that's too mainstream, so I went to my other house. I feel like I've earned the right to call it that because it kind of is. I spend so much time there, it's not even funny. This is the house I was telling you guys was all weird in the Zelda post.

So I texted the resident of the weird house so she knew I was coming. Apparently, she didn't get the text I sent about having to stay after school to take a quiz, so she found me at my classroom getting ready to start. I told her to hang out in the library, but no, she just had to sit outside the classroom all creepily. She sat down right outside the door with her backpack. When I came out, I found her hunched over with her earbuds in, and her hair covering her face. She looked like an extremely depressed emo kid, I kid you not. She told me she was listening to Black Veil Brides (quelle surprise) which added to the effect. She could've totally pulled it off, had she not smiled at everyone that walked by. She even said hi to another friend of mine, who poked her head in the classroom while I was taking the quiz and whispered, "You can do it, TARDIS!"
~~THANK YOU, AWESOME PERSON!!! I GOT ALL THE COUNTRIES RIGHT, THANKS TO HETALIA XD~~ ITALY "PAASSSTTAAAAAAAAA" <3
So yeah, she was being weird.

**the weird yellow stuff in her hair is supposed to be her blonde streaks from when she died it purple... but extra points for the TARDIS iPhone case :D**

The walk home, though... that was something else.

She was still listening to Black Veil Brides when we got out of the school (we went a back way because she wanted to explore... *sigh*) but her phone was dying, so we shared my earbuds and listened to Saosin :D awesome band, you guys should listen to them... We walked down the street really stupidly, both trying to keep our earbuds in. We started talking about random stuff, and somehow the conversation topic came to rest on her mom. Sadly, this isn't an uncommon discussion topic for us... Anyway, she was telling me about how her mom randomly starts walking weirdly. She decided it was a great idea to demonstrate for me as we walked along in public. She was waddling forward like a constipated ballerina when I noticed some people walking behind us. They were staring at my friend with the most horrified "what the hell" faces I had ever seen, and I admit, they had good reason. Imagine it from their point of view: there are two weird looking girls in front of them trying pathetically to share earbuds and failing because they kept falling out, talking very loudly, and now one of them decided she wanted to be a duck. I guess I would be weirded out if I was presented with the same image.

We kept walking and ran into some kids we know. Well. I know of two of them, only one of which knows me, and neither of us knows the third kid. But that's okay, we had a good time. Basically, I think I made an inside joke with them by accident because they were talking about how we're so weird and I blurted out, "I USED TO BE NORMAL!" So now I guess that's a thing. We'll see XD

SIDE-NOTE~
I AM A UNICORN
Like seriously.
I was so happy today because when I walked into math class, people acknowledged my existence as a unicorn. Like, they were talking about me being a unicorn and when I walked in, this girl was like, "Anupama, are you really a unicorn?" and I said, "of course I am." and she was like "oh. Okay. Fine by me." AND I WAS SO HAPPY :D I AM THE NUTELLA UNICORN GODDESS OF ALL!!!! BOW TO ME, PEASANTS.
EXCEPT FOR THE KING. THE KING IS MY EQUAL. HELLO, KING. PLEASE COMMENT. AS WELL AS YOU PEASANTS. EVERYBODY COMMENT!!!

~Anupama

Aquarium :D

I love the Aquarium. It's such a great place, and fish are cool :D

I went there with my family yesterday evening. We headed out to Boston around 4:00, and walked down to the huge building known as the New England Aquarium. There are many reasons why I love going there. The first one- the building itself. It's just so cool! If you've ever been there, you know what I'm talking about. It's just shaped so weirdly XD See? Look!

Now isn't that just an interesting building? And I love how it's right on the water so you can go and explore on the dock! And they have this huge tank out front with seals in it. They're so adorable!!!
The just sit there, their bodies completely straight up and down under water with their heads just above, looking around at all the people with their faces presses against the glass. I wonder how they stay like that?

Another reason is the sheer awesomeness. Penguins. Moray eels. Mandarin fish. Octopi. THEY'RE ALL JUST SO COOL LOOKING. We saw this extremely derpy eel. I don't know how to describe it, but the face-my god, it was just really pissed off at something or the other. It had really fat cheeks and a disapproving expression, and to top it off, it didn't have one of those stubby, angry fish bodies to go with it. No, it was a 3 foot eel. it was just this weird, fat, gray worm-fish-thing with an angry face. It kept spazzing around and looking at us like we had done something really rude XD

Doesn't he look stupid??!!

I also really really really REALLY love the touch tanks. Right now, they have this shark and ray touch tank and it's so cool! Unlike the last time I went, the water was pretty warm so I was actually able to stay for awhile. The stingrays were small and gray kept swimming around and coming up to the edge of the take to be petted, but the sharks kind of hid away. Last time I got to touch one when nobody else did, but then it swam away :( There were also two huge leopard spotted rays, but they never come around to the edge for people to see them. The always hide behind the rocks...

I also got a ton of photos on my new iPod because APPLE CAMERAS ARE JUST SO AMAZING!!!!! They're insanely good quality. ENJOY MY PHOTOS!!!!

These are from our walk around Boston. We went to dinner at Legal Seafoods. It's so fancy there that they have different floors for your level of classiness. The first floor is for classy peasants, the second floor is for über classy folk, and the third floor is for the president. We ate on the first floor because my brother really wanted fish and chips and apparently fish and chips aren't considered "fine dining". I got sea scallops (YUM SO GOOD) and my parents both had fancy trout. Basically, we pretended we were super fancy for a night.

I really like Boston. Just being there at night with the lights making reflections in the water makes me feel really good. My brother and I walked together, way behind our parents because we kept taking pictures of ourselves and the scenery. We got to bond or whatever, so we had a good time :)

Sorry this post isn't funny or whatever, I just decided to use the blog to actually blog and talk at you guys about my life :] hope you enjoyed it, even thought it's mostly just photos XD

~Anupama

Guest Post Starring: CHEESE CAT

Hey guys, CHEESE CAT is at my house because her parents are looking at my AWSHUM kitchen :D

Anyway, I drew a picture of her!!!

hehe so here she is :)

Heyyyyyyy,
(Sorry for the creepy hello). So I'm Daisy (aka Cheese cat) and I'm probably one of Anupama's most demented friends. So excuse me if I suddenly spazz or something... I like swimming, cheese and other cheese related items.
But anyways, if you see Anupama anytime on the interweb or in real life, please feel free to call her NEWPERMA. Long story short, it is the way my mom wrote Anupama's name, because of her incredibly Asian spelling. >.< ASSSIIIIAAANNNN FFFAAACCCCEEEEE.

~Dazel

**NEWPERMA**

so guys I might post later because I actually have stuff I want to tell you about. BUUTTT I might not have the time because I have a TON of work to do (clean room, fold laundry, etc.)

Hope to see you soon!

~Anupama (:

Legend of LINK!

I had the best day ever yesterday. Like, it was soooo good. I just woke up feeling great!

Let me explain. After going to the doctor's and getting anti-bios, I started to feel a lot better. That night i went to bed with a slightly cleared head, but in the morning- the morning was GREAT! I just woke up yesterday and said, "I feel sooo good." Because I did. Anti-bios are magical, I swear. Imagine having your head underwater all the time and the only way you can breath is by panting very heavily, and and sound or movement sends your mind into a crushing feeling of having your brain squeezed by a blood-pressure-measurey-thing from a pediatrician's office. That's how I felt all week. Now imagine that this torturous hell suddenly disappeared overnight. It leaves you with the most beautiful feeling possible.

Yesterday was also my parents' 21st anniversary (HAPPY ANNIVERSARY <3). Because anniversaries are apparently child-excluding events >:(, I was sent off to a friend's house. I got there around 9:30 and basically lived there for the day.

Even though I brought homework stuff, we spent the entire time playing Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess. SO FUN. IT'S ADDICTING. IT'S REALLY REALLY FUN. But I have a few complaints.

1) Why is it called Legend of Zelda?!  Link is the hero, it should be his name in the title!
2) This is literally the girliest game I've ever played. Seriously.
"Link, play that song on you do on the piece of grass that Epona likes!"
What? Just what? I thought Link was all hardcore and awesome? Since when does he play songs on pieces of grass for his dear horsey???
3) I'm about a quarter of the way through the game and Zelda still hasn't been introduced to the story. I thought it was called Legend of ZELDA? If their not going to make the game called Legend of Link, they should at least make Zelda part of the story.

But besides that it was really awesome. I made Link's name UNICORN and I changed Epona's to COOKIE so whenever people talked to me, they were like, "Hey, UNICORN! Could you help me herd these goats? Go get COOKIE to help you!" I couldn't stop cracking up XD They're all so derpy!

In the evening I went to my other friend's house and we spent about 4 hours doing nothing at all. We just watched a few episodes of Parks and Recreation (great show, by the way, super funny) and then we hung out in her downstairs area. She has a weird house. I mean i really like it, but it's weird. Like, she has two floors. Well... she might have an attic but that doesn't really count. The upper floor has the kitchen, living room, dining room, bedrooms, and two bathrooms. Most people have a floor with the kitchen and living areas and then an upstairs for bedrooms, with bathrooms distributed around the house. Then her downstairs place is just and office, a guest bed, and another bathroom. Besides the weird architecture it's actually a really nice house... I spend way too much time there. It's my second home :)

Now because I'm bored, enjoy this picture of a unicorn riding a cookie that I drew :D

There is a weird polka dot on the cookie. Why is there a weird polka dot on the cookie? I don't like the weird polka dot on the cookie. It irritates me.

Guest Post Starring the ReTARDIS Muffin

Hey guys! Alrighty so about 3 seconds ago i posted something else, then my retardis muffin came over to give me homework. She begged to make a guest post, so here she is!

Well, hi there. I'm Ceci. I'm not creepy, I'm Ceci. Yes. OK. Well. So.
Anupama is in the possession of a very high tech tablet. Actually, it probably isn't that high tech because… It isn't? I think. Probably :)

And because I myself am an artist, although specializing more in Sharpies and binders, I decided to give it a try. But unfortunately, because I do not specialize in tablets, it will probably look very odd. But… TOO BAD!!!

I drew a picture. It's true. C'esssttttt vraiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. C'est une copine *cool eyebrows
I'm probably going to post more guest posts because I enjoy fooling around to make pictures on the tablet. And I like sitting on memory foam beds. Ok I'm going to go.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


CECI THE UNICORN MUFFIN

**ANUPAMA**

okay that was my retarded friend Ceci... hoped you liked her, she's coming back whether I want her to or not XD

~Anupama

Confuzzling Puzzling Stuff

Okay, second post today.

My sickness has taken a turn for the worse... Apparently I have sinus infection and I have to be on anti-bios for a week, and I've got a stomach ache :[ So, I decided to use this time of empty misery to do more blogging.

I thought I'd talk about the name of this blog, Confuzzling Puzzling Stuff (incase you, for some weird reason, didn't know). You see it all started about... I don't know, two weeks ago? Whatever. One day I was chatting with a friend on Gmail and procrastinating my math homework. I just really didn't want to do it. So we were chatting back and forth about nothing in particular, and somehow the conversation lead to snails. I don't really know what was going through my head, so don't ask.
Anyway, I had this thought that snails are weird because they are. Seriously, what's the point of slugs with shells? Maybe they just want to be classy?

:] So snails are confusing. Confusing is like confuzzling. Confuzzling rhymes with puzzling. Confuzzling puzzling snails!!!

And what does the average middle schooler do when she has an idea about confusing snails? Apparently she writes a poem. So I did. Mind you, this is all late at night when I probably should've been sleeping, and I still hadn't done my math homework.

I opened up Google Drive and wrote at the top: CONFUZZLING PUZZLING EDUARDO, because what better name for a snail is there than Eduardo?
This is what followed:

CONFUZZLING, PUZZLING EDUARDO

hello.

i am a snail.

my name is Eduardo.

i am the stuff of dreams.

my shell is the deepest purple u ever saw

i am the brightest green.

the colors catch the eye of any passing artist.

i am a master piece.

my life is short yes.

but i have stories to tell.

i’ve been to france,

and seen the death of my uncle.

i’ve been to maine

and met the queen.

i’ve been home

where i spend my short lived days.

i am the something that

tags along wherever u go.

i have the imagination if a child.

i’ve written 3 books~

the first being the marks in the sand

from where my

egg

sat.

the second being the trail

i made

from here to there and back again.

the third being this.

the recounting of my life.

it’s short and sweet and to the point

is what everyone told me.

but it’s so much more.

i am old, old as can be

although i’m only three.

wrinkles tell the

times i’ve been through.

my lustrous shell

is a dull rosy pink.

am i to die today?

i hope so.

for if i live

all the things i’ve done

won't make a difference.

my life will have been

dreadfully boring.

if i die today,

i will have lived in only

the best of times.

or will my exciting life go on?

i feel as though

it won't,

but who am i

to tell my fate

my future

my feelings

of this life?

i've done so much

yet there’s so much more to do.

but this little

snail mind

cannot take so much of this

confuzzling

puzzling

stuff.

i’d much rather live in this moment

then contemplate the future

for my life is short.

i wouldn’t want to die

thinking about

when im going

to die.

so the moral

of this seemingly useless

bit

of nothing

is

live.

don't think too hard.

just

live.

So yeah... That's the poem I wrote. Pretty philosophically awesome, even if I say so myself. Especially if you think about the circumstances. 

Eventually I did actually get my math homework done XD

I decided that I was just so proud of this that I made it my blog title :] Not that I'm really going to use this blog to talk about stuff that confuzzles me or whatever. I think it's a good name, don't you? Comment to tell me what you thing =:3

~Anupama

What the Hell is a Triage Nurse?!

Hey there! Guess what? I'm dying. Slowly. Painfully.

Basically, I've been really sick for the past week, sitting around drinking tea and blowing my brains out on to tissues. I feel so guilty. I've probably used up 3 or 4 trees blowing my nose every 3 seconds. Sorry trees!

I'm sitting on my bed in my pajamas with my computer. The room is completely dark because I'm a vampire (not really, I'm too Indian to be a vampire). I'm on my third cup of tea in the hour and a half I've been awake, so I'm going to have to pee soon... My mom just left for work and my dad drove my brother to school about 40 minutes ago, so the house is nice and quiet. Finally. Seriously, my family just does not stop yattering about the stupidest things and it's quite a painful experience for someone whose brain is trying to push out their forehead. I've had this constant headache and it's driving me nuts! I feel sooo bad for those people that always have migraines or whatever. They must be in so much pain!

Anyway, my headache isn't made much better by the constant ringing of my home phone. I've got it on speaker while I wait for someone to pick up. I'm calling the doctor because my mom is pissed off that I'm missing my third day of school in a row. I'm supposed to ask the person if they're a triage nurse when they come on, but I have no idea what that is. I've heard that word since I was really little because that's what my mom always asks when she calls the doctor's office, but I was never told what it means. Doesn't that ever happen to you guys? Like, you hear this word or phrase your entire life, but you just have no idea what it means. I wish there was just like, a list of words you automatically know because no one ever tells you. Then again, that's what the interweb is for :]

Yay! The lady finally picked up! And she says she is a triage nurse. I hope that's a good thing XD

I'll probably post again today because I don't have much else to do. Please comment if you liked it, or even if you didn't! All feedback is welcome :]

~Anupama

Something New...?

So.

Blogging.

I never really thought about this before, but it seems like an interesting thing to do. I doubt it'll go anywhere, but it's worth a try :]

I'm going to start with introductions because it seems like the logical thing to do, and I have no experience with blogging whatsoever.

I'm a middle schooler from Massachusetts, and I love bunnies. So much. Like, a hell of a lot. How can you dislike bunnies? They're so fluffy and cute and awesome <3 I have two, so I know they're vicious and stuff but they're just so flippin ADORABLE!

You know they're precious ^-^ <3 Coconut is mine, and Toast is my older brother's. They're 2-year-old sisters, and I religiously believe that Coco was Einstein in her past life. She has the biggest crazy eyes, and she has Einstein hair XD

I'm really into music. Not new stuff like One Direction or whatever. I mean, some of the bands I listen to are pretty new but they're bands like... well... actually, no, I don't listen to any bands that have been around for less than 5 years. My favorite band is Rise Against- if you don't know them, LOOK THEM UP THEY'RE SO GOOD!!! I also listen to Pop Punk and older stuff like Pink Floyd. If you don't know them, you clearly live in a hole.

I draw :] Drawing is my thing. I'll probably post drawings if I think them interweb worthy or I just feel like it. Like the bunnies. I'll do stuff like that. And also like my really good stuff. Like this~

Sorry for the crappy quality, I had to take this on my really not awesome phone. Anyway, I drew it during this thing I had at school today called Project Wellness (sooo boring). I'm kinda really sick, so my mom and I ditched and went to the cafeteria and got coffee. I drew her hand and I'm actually really proud of this... I've never done such a good pen drawing before! :D
By the way you guys, her hand isn't nearly as hairy as it looks... I just don't have the magical ability to erase ballpoint pen...

Yup that's pretty much it... I'm not a particularly interesting person, but I'll do my best :]

~Anupama